I'm UGLY.

I had my hair cut today and it's BAD! Well I don't like it, seriously I look like AMOI or you can say macam IBAN. ;/ eeerrrghh. ;( Cause the barber was so gagas potong, pasal ramai customer nyaa. I didn't even sampat cakap the length sampai manaa. eeh, kurang pahala puasa ku tarus wahhhh. lol.

This how I look now. ;(

Before...

I can also make my hair like this before. ;(

After...

and I look chubbier now! tsk tsk. >.<' It's SHORT meyynnn! but the photos I captured bisai2 lah sikit. =.=' Now I just let it grow abit longer, especially on the forehead. T.T'

Chow and aku bida. : |

Life goes on.

I got an email from a friend about this. It's kinda making me to be optimistic and yeah.. To friends and family who left, who passed away, whom I love. : )


“To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did.' When God takes something from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better.”

Concentrate on this sentence... 'The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you.' Something good will happen to you today; something that you have been waiting to hear.



There comes a point in your life when you realize:

Who matters,
Who never did,
Who won't anymore...
And who always will.
So, don't worry about people from your past,
there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.

Yummy..

Another thing I did when boredom strikes. I've been craving this Kek Tapak Kuda since last month~ I know it's so advance. Well since NO raya for me this year, i think advance too. haha. Can I fly off few days late, please?? tsk tsk.

Yatahh I baked Tapak Kuda! Well I was excitedly to bake. I drove myself safely to the Lingka's kedai juga to buy some ingreds. Karih2 juga ku tuuh. LOLs. tsk tsk, pity myself eh. Tau sudah nada raya, bake kueh pun sendiri, and makan enjoy sendiri. HAHAH! awww~~ ;(








&& Taada~~~
This is what I made finally! HAHAH. Nutella always taste good. Mouth-watering indeed! HAHA.
However mission is UNSUCCESSFUL. hahaha! I broke the cake everytime i wanna flip it into 2. haiyaaah. nda apalaah. but the last batch is okayyy. ;D *thumbsup. No more craving for the kueh. Now I wannn popia. hahaha! Sadang2 eh. ;P

Yummy~ ♥

Once upon a time...

HAHAH. Tilurs ini. Don't ever try this ladies. *Laugh my ass off!*

Unhealthy Me.

Ok Ok I've been away from MSN, been sleeping most of the time, been lost the voice for 3days continuously, been lost my weight drastically, been called by the doc 0.0 and YES this is my worst ever FEVER & SORE THROAT! geeeh I never ever want this kind of feeling again. Its absolutely torturing. You would never imagine how painful it was when this throat hurts so so much. ='( tsk tsk. 3days baby, that's already worst when you lost your voice for the whole 3daysssss.

I know, that I was healthy this whole year and it's time for me to be ill and this illness is really putting me to give up. Somehow i felt like dying. (my bfie hates when i say this) =/
But I feel good too as i think deeply, it opens my mind to be grateful for what am gifted and granted. It feels like God can take anything from you right away and yeah, we never know. God gives us obstacles in any kinds. (beceramah ku pulang nah. :P, puasa wahh. sadar2 tah. haha!)

Well thankfully, I am recovered now. Sadang lah still got some cough and flu. && another thing is i am starting to take medicines. The Doc. put ANEMIA on my medical sheets. i mean 0.0, what a pity. ;( huhuu. Eating Iron Sulphate and Folic Acid. I heard this in Bio-Chem. woaahh I miss Chemistry so much!!

Yeaahh that's all for my updates now. Hope I'll be fine and stay healthy & young! :)

&& Happy Ramadhan Al-Karim.

Cheers. ♥

Here me again.

Haaaa... Miss me? ;D as usual, been busy with things that make me busy 'most of the time'. LOL.

Time is running, oh noo, is it less than a month?? NOOOO. I haven't prepare my stuff, haven't done my shopping yet. anyone wanna shop for me? =.= plus it's hard to find good snickers in Brunei huh. what a shame. *thumsdown

Anyho, talking about this kinda thing, I had my Doa Kesyukuran yesterday 14th Aug 09, together with Tahlil. Some friends showed up and thanks to all of you who came to my function. : )
and it's a hectic day that I felt so melted. -_-"

and "nanti revenge eh, panas ah", I dont control the weather dear~~

The day before, we had a small BBQ too, just a litle gathering with relatives. My eldest sister and I planned to make a surprise Anniversary Celebration for my parents which we never been celebrating ever together with my Dad's birthday, which also we all don't know when is the exact date of his birthday. O.o hmm.

Sometimes, I hate to plan. It didn't go well bah, pasal on that night my dad was asleep and like memajal banguni ia. At last kana telipun eh suruh turun. grrr... then too bad the electricity broke down jua. ah mann. =.= frigging HOT.

So yahh, I had my Medical Checks, signning agreement with the MOE, emm what else, Funtion at the Polo Club with the Minister of MOE, and that's all i can recall so far. hihih!

and Fasting month is soon! ;S and i am not ready. Cause i'll be leaving in that month. :( tsk tsk.
huhu. bah sudah tah eh. I am too lazy. Some photos I have upload in Facebook. =)

bah, chow. and cheers~~~ ;)