Holiday!

YAY!! It's summer holiday! I'll be having 4months break now! Greattttttttttttttttttt! I can't wait go home baby! :D ♥

Life is a challenge

I feel so challenged. Please give me strengths YA ALLAH to cope with the obstacles in life. I am just a weak human of Yours. (':

I am never be strong

I've put much effort and good deeds, yet this is what I've got. This is totally unfair. I know there's reasons, this may not the luck. But I can't help it if this keeps repeating. I am not strong.

I am weak. I am really weak. I rather have health issues, but don't let my effort just like a waste. :'( I'll be given up. I have struggled, yet things don't seem to turn the way it is. It's gone and blew by the wind just as simple as it is.

Life is hard. I wish I could be happy all the time. I wish I am good. I wish I am strong. Yet that's just wishes, wishes that won't come true, wishes that may carried you away, wishes that could pull you down when they aren't supposed to be that way..

It is unfair............

One of the sorrows

Being far away from true friends it does feel so hard. Who ever hears this, this is what I gone thru. I am being speechless now. I know how it feels to be broken, i know how it feels to be alone, i know how it feels to be neglected and I know how much friends mean on me. There's nothing happen, it's just, i feel all those again, such as being stabbed by a sword through the heart.

I feel an emptiness around. is this what an obstacle that i have to be strong? there's laughter, and here's tears bursting out. its like the world has collapsed, leaving only you standing, like not a moment elapsed, like, you've been torn apart, thats what it feels like, with a broken heart.

People may don't understand.... this is what I have felt. I miss you dearest besties. it aint you, its just me.

this is a moment of my sadness while i was 'undisturbed' before, quite awhile, i just have to be strong. this is what ive to go thru and this is what HE has given me.

May patience stays inside. May friendships blossom all the time. :)

Please buy me those or Give me ya monieee.

Awhhhhh manh, why why why all these things are very much tempting when I am broke.
I wonder if and if I can spend enough to get all the stuff before I get home. I hope so! ;/ nyehh. Gotta spend wisely. Plus gotta save up some cash for another trip with the family soon. :D Hope I can. Stuff in UK are 'freakkyyy' with sales here and there! They keep 'calling' me. LOL. why. but I LOVE SHOPPING! I can't resist myself from it. geeeh.

P/s: Send me money eh? can can? HAHA. I am not completely broken though. It's just, i wanted to get something for the needs of myself. Something a few but may cost alot. LOL. ah shut up liz. stop dreaming.

Bah, Im just expressing myself. Aint no worry. :D

Love.

Never Give Up

This words are truly motivating. I love it. This was mentioned by one of my friends. I just copy paste it here.

Hear it loud. :)

"Nak naik tangga tu perlukan kata-kata yg kukuh... makin tinggi kita sampai, makin banyak semangat dan kekuatan yg kita perlu.. mcm atu tah jua, semakin tinggi kejayaan kan dicapai, makin banyak dugaan dan cabaran kita hadapi.. jangan putus asa.. Allah ada utk mendengar desas desus hati tani.. ingat ! jangan give up!"

Happy Anniversary, ♥

HAPPY 3RD YEAR ANNIVERSARY LOVE!


Hoping that the love u shared years ago
Is still as strong today as it was
then Bringing u much joy , love
and happiness To celebrate again.
Happy Anniversary.


I ♥ You.

How about this?

I've tried my best to edit this one. It wasn't prefect enough thou as I am still a newbie. Haa. That's how my AVATAR looks like. Please dont hesitate to drop me some comments of my avatar. I look way way different! Like UGLY BERABIS. haha. ahwell. This is just to kill my boredom, and before the easter holiday ends. We are going back to uni next week. awh i hate school. =.=' nasib jua 2hari saja. and i'll be busy working, indeed! :(

Love.

SMILE YOU

This korean drama is the most and best story for this year! You guys should watch, trust me its totally worth ed. I cried as I really feel touched. (I know I am not suppose to say this kinda emo thing, lol). Anyway, the drama really gives a good morale and it reminds me of my grandfather (haraboji in korean). I missed him. :( So have a break on this and I am sure you gonna love it too.

Have fun. :D

And I just LOVE this song so much!!

Another Photoshop.

Ohh, si dayang diyana punya photos ini, as you can see. Only few things I edited. Backgrounds, make-over and and see her chin. HAHA. jk. :p I took a few hours in the morning today to finish this. :D Ngaleh ku eh.


Shock? I just wanna add some themes, something different. I took the whole day yesterday. =.= nyeh. Scary much? hahaha.

Love.

(Aku ngaleh ni. =.=')

Photoshop Trial!

Wee. Okay, I am still a newbie of Photoshop. So dont expect too much. It's just a basic tutorial that I currently following. hihi.

Okay the first picture is si Boyfriend. Since he's obsessed with his BMW 3series atu, I made him one photo as you can see, (kalau nda nampak, baik tah pakai kacamata/ tambah degree kaca mata. LOL. jk). I love it cause its kinda easy just to cut and paste his photo to the background picture. Plus, it matches! :D

The second one, gambar siapa kan tu ah. LOL. This one changing of background and yes, spot the DIFFERENCE! malas ku betau. :D

Last but not least, ani susah sikit ni gambar si dayangku ani. I took half of the day to 'pimp' her photo. Since her photo I extracted from her facebook without her consent (jgn marah) and the photo pixel or quality nya urg is pretty low, so there goes the reason why it's a little bit hard to fix the photo. Anyway, what I did was applying abit of MAKE-UPS to her since the original photo looks PALE but yet PRETTY, awu lawaa nii, jgn kuatir. HAHA. so yeah, don't be mad for the experiment I made. haha. :P

I'll try to edit the others photos as well, insya Allah kalau aku rajin and free. Okie, till here then. Tc! :D

Love. ♥

P/s: Click on the photo for a larger view. :)

Back from deactivation!

Hi guys! I am back from how many months this blog has been abandoned. LOL. Sorry, pasal i am extremely LAZY. wohoo! So lots of thing happened. I went to PARIS! and my family came here over and yeah, I am missing you, yes you! i mean you back in Brunei anyway. :D

And now am pretty much BORED cause it's EASTER HOLIDAY! Yeaaaaaa~~! but I have nothing to do than watching korean series and making myself 'unbored' with PHOTOSHOP-ing! Its pretty much fun although it's a bit complicated to adapt. wehee!

So that's quite a few updates I wanna share. nyeh, aku blank now. =__=? lol. Oh wish me updating the blog silalu okies. :P

Love. ♥

Assignments.

This is what I did when I was so so so and terribly stressed out. LOL. More than 10 books need to be reviewed and more than 10k words need to be typed for the assignments. Especially when 3modules of assignments are squeezed in a week and have to be handed in on the same date. Going nutssss! I thought I couldn't make it after all but I have had done all of them 2days before the submission date which is tomorrow. so relieved. :D aint sure if I am in a right track though. but I've tried the best and hopefully its worth. amin.

Kenny is dead! too much to absorb. lol.

Break time. LOL.

Heheh. I finished my work. Now mingle2 and kacau org. LOL. okay, am bored now to be honest. T.T

Happy Birthday, Love.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG! :D

I know I've greeted you here and there. :P But I just feel to greet you everywhere. boleh kan~~
I've known you for who you are, I am glad and grateful to have you, as you'll always be there for me from thick to thin. hope these hearts of ours never change. :)
Cause I'm loving you till death. and I know you do. May we stay long together and forever, love.

I ♥ You, Zulfadli Haziq. ;)

P/s: sorry berjiwang sini. sekali sekala. hehe. :P

Happy Birthday Diyana bestie!

♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! ♥

Wee~~ It's the birthday~~ Tsk tsk, sorry I can't celebrate this year and will be missing the next year too. :( anyway, been missing you depressingly!
I hope your day is filled with cherish, excitement and a superb one! Thanks for everything that you have shared, from the beginning till there is NO END. :) May this friendship last, we'll stick together no matter how old we are, where are we and how bad we look when age is getting older. hee!

I am always be here as how many times I have mentioned. I mean it babe. Feel free to kacau me anytime, especially when you need someone to talk too. okay? and it is understood that we are and will be busy for the Uni works and that doesn't mean we are forgetting each other, right~? So just to let you know that I heart the friendship so much. :)

So I wish you all the best beh, be happy and perky. Stay the way you are, stay the one that I known better. And this little photos, I made those just for ya as a gift. It aint much but it took me a day too as the software was freezed and stucked. T.T but did that with my deep of the love to you~ hehe. and I posted a few minutes before 17th in Brunei. I miss home. Hope you like it. ♥

It's suppose to be like a scrapbook. :)

With full of love, xoxo,

Liz. ♥