YAY!! It's summer holiday! I'll be having 4months break now! Greattttttttttttttttttt! I can't wait go home baby! :D ♥
Holiday!
YAY!! It's summer holiday! I'll be having 4months break now! Greattttttttttttttttttt! I can't wait go home baby! :D ♥
Life is a challenge
I feel so challenged. Please give me strengths YA ALLAH to cope with the obstacles in life. I am just a weak human of Yours. (':
I am never be strong
I've put much effort and good deeds, yet this is what I've got. This is totally unfair. I know there's reasons, this may not the luck. But I can't help it if this keeps repeating. I am not strong.
I am weak. I am really weak. I rather have health issues, but don't let my effort just like a waste. :'( I'll be given up. I have struggled, yet things don't seem to turn the way it is. It's gone and blew by the wind just as simple as it is.
Life is hard. I wish I could be happy all the time. I wish I am good. I wish I am strong. Yet that's just wishes, wishes that won't come true, wishes that may carried you away, wishes that could pull you down when they aren't supposed to be that way..
It is unfair............
I am weak. I am really weak. I rather have health issues, but don't let my effort just like a waste. :'( I'll be given up. I have struggled, yet things don't seem to turn the way it is. It's gone and blew by the wind just as simple as it is.
Life is hard. I wish I could be happy all the time. I wish I am good. I wish I am strong. Yet that's just wishes, wishes that won't come true, wishes that may carried you away, wishes that could pull you down when they aren't supposed to be that way..
It is unfair............
One of the sorrows
Being far away from true friends it does feel so hard. Who ever hears this, this is what I gone thru. I am being speechless now. I know how it feels to be broken, i know how it feels to be alone, i know how it feels to be neglected and I know how much friends mean on me. There's nothing happen, it's just, i feel all those again, such as being stabbed by a sword through the heart.
I feel an emptiness around. is this what an obstacle that i have to be strong? there's laughter, and here's tears bursting out. its like the world has collapsed, leaving only you standing, like not a moment elapsed, like, you've been torn apart, thats what it feels like, with a broken heart.
People may don't understand.... this is what I have felt. I miss you dearest besties. it aint you, its just me.
this is a moment of my sadness while i was 'undisturbed' before, quite awhile, i just have to be strong. this is what ive to go thru and this is what HE has given me.
May patience stays inside. May friendships blossom all the time. :)
